How?

How long will it last when you say you truly love a person
How much of it is actually for the company
How far can you go for acceptance
How much will you forgive his mistakes
How many good points you overlooked cos of the reverse
How close are your reasons to excuses
How hard do you try to justify your point of pride
How magnanimous are you
How regretful are you
How much did it affected you
How much of the memories stayed with you
How long
How long did you take to forget them

Long? Long enough for me to miss you badly but not even close to long for me to get you off my mind.

I need to migrate to get out of every single fucking memory lane. I need to start anew.

How can I really understand what's love again?

WALK WITH ME IN HELL.

Miss my old bike and the good old days. Sounds retarded but its true.

Berserk.

Of course it's fucking exaggerated. But look at the widow who killed herself. Wtf. Suicide is extreme. Even living meaninglessly, being a hedonist, is better right? But it's the dead heart feeling. I fucking hate this song. But somehow, it just keep ringing.

Another gloomy night. Let's get week started, done with the exams, and numb myself again.