What the whatever

I really dunno I can graduate or not. Nothing is making sense. I don't think I'm a good student, and I can never be. Did I study for the wrong reasons? Why people can but I just can't. The books study me instead of me studying them.

And I can never sit still for fucking 2 mother fucking hours in the exam hall. 1 hr and I'm out. And work is ok but, is it work? Job? Career? Life? What's the fucking difference?

I think I should get the fucking cert over and done with for the sake of not wasting parents money, and do something that I want. Sorry, I need to restudy and maybe do a fusion. I think I should chase my dream. Go be a racer? LOL. Why is the culture rather unsupportive here? Or skeptical. I don't like. I see people living weird lives and I think that's for me.

The kiss, sweetest.

Confused, lost, hurt, worried, fucked.

Hi.

It's been more than half a year. I know that blogs don't say anything but there's where I can get a little info. I can ask, but well. I dunno. Happy birthday. I wish you all the best.

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Hi

Hope dangles on the end of a loose shit.