Met Jess today. My parents love her I can tell.

Life

I know where is it heading. I still see myself as usual, riding a bike, wearing jeans and jacket, going around, doing the usual things, maybe to a more extreme level. I don't see myself working your fucking normal fucked up singaporean job. Fucking boring. Its not a country thing, it's a world thing. It's a fucking curse.

http://www.foundshit.com

New found love

Jerry say very little people blog already. Who have and who don't? I ask Jerry help me update friend list. LOL.

E M O

Empty and Mindless Obsession.

SICK

I feel like a sick motherfucker. Really. I think my mind is sick.

YEA YEA!!

WAH WAH WAH. NOW MUST SPAM ALREADY

WAH FUCKING HELL I SO LONG DIDN'T POST

Favourite past time. To look and look.

http://graphicdesignjunction.com/2011/05/creative-ads-50-eye-catching-advertising-posters-for-inspiration/

Team arouse

Same ol' shit. Drink - Fight - Changi Hospital. Because we are team arouse.

Beer is my best friend and he wont leave me no matter what and he will always be there for me.

Mariah Curry

This fucker no joke really.

When MTV meant Music Television not Sex, Drugs, Fame, Wealth, Shit.

FUCK GE.

Finally, I'm a free man.

Chill and fuck off, excessive smoking, some drinks.

Psychopath

DMC

You know, we constantly escape to places where no one knows us over the weekends.

Leaving

I think I'm leaving this place for a few years. You know, I dunno if this is the right thing to do. But I know to do it. I dunno how my parents will feel but I'll make them understand. The only thing I will worry is my brother. Will he understand someday?

I need to pick my life up again, learn to live alone and do things I've always wanted to do. I have maybe half a year to prepare but I dunno where to start. Can I just go?

My 2 years of stress and fucked.

Is finally about there. Time to celebrate. Thanks for those who stood by me, hear me rumbling about same things over again. We were just like brothers.

Turn me on so hard.

Memories blurred

I looked back at (photos) i just don't wanna mentioned this word. I feel like deleting cos I know I have to. There's nothing more that I can look forward to. Is this is a responsibility? Or the wasted feeling? I am going nowhere now either. I have just told her a thousand words, sober.

Comp's back

My comp's back, laptop's gone. Racer blood is back, cowardice gone. Wanna hit the tracks next year. All geared up and ready.

What the whatever

I really dunno I can graduate or not. Nothing is making sense. I don't think I'm a good student, and I can never be. Did I study for the wrong reasons? Why people can but I just can't. The books study me instead of me studying them.

And I can never sit still for fucking 2 mother fucking hours in the exam hall. 1 hr and I'm out. And work is ok but, is it work? Job? Career? Life? What's the fucking difference?

I think I should get the fucking cert over and done with for the sake of not wasting parents money, and do something that I want. Sorry, I need to restudy and maybe do a fusion. I think I should chase my dream. Go be a racer? LOL. Why is the culture rather unsupportive here? Or skeptical. I don't like. I see people living weird lives and I think that's for me.

The kiss, sweetest.

Confused, lost, hurt, worried, fucked.

Hi.

It's been more than half a year. I know that blogs don't say anything but there's where I can get a little info. I can ask, but well. I dunno. Happy birthday. I wish you all the best.

Close to Flame

Hi

Hope dangles on the end of a loose shit.

She talked to me today which made my day. Look at the date.

A while.

Escape reality temporarily.

Story

Once a Mother, Father, and son took a horse from their town and went on a journey.

They pass by a village and the son sat on the horse, and the mother and father walked. As they pass by the village, the family heard the villagers say, "Fucked up son, no filial piety, let the parents walk".

So when they pass by the next village, the mother sat on the horse and the father and son walked. As they pass by the village, the family heard the villagers say, "Fucked up mother, supposed to take care of the family, just sit on the horse and act like she supposed to be serve".

So when they pass by the next village, the father sat on the horse, and the mother and son walked. As they pass by the village, the family heard the villagers say, " Fucked up father, supposed to be the head of the family. Sit on the horse relax and let his family suffer".

So when they pass by the next village,, the whole family walked. As they pass by the village, the family heard the villagers say, " Fucking stupid family, got horse don't wanna sit".

So when they pass by the next village, the whole family sat on the horse. As they pass by the village, the family heard the villagers say, " Fucked up family, one small poor horse whole family sit on it".

Everytime you call my name, I heat up like a burning flame. Burning flame, full of desire.

When it's over, is it really over?