Flash back months ago.

I felt that I haven't really do a proper post for a very long time and although I'm drained of energy down to my balls, I'll probably gonna get my insomnia again which is fucking irrirtating. I need alot of sleep. And my whole weekend is just to sleep. But anyway, I wanna release some thoughts which is not comprehensive and detailed enough but it's ok.

I think after so much, I won't die in any situation. Those who know will know. Team Arouse. Those who wanna know can ask. Lazy...

But seriously I'm just fucking going through motion, though I really still enjoy and appreciate my friends. But I don't see the fucking end of the tunnel. Everyday I'm still bogged down by alot of thoughts, though I won't let it affect much of my life but it's still there. I feel that there's no need to have so much life topics to be elaborated etc, it wouldn't make anything different anyway. They're just satisfying the dissonance theory.

So actually, just fuck all the thoughts thats going through.

Nevermind, just fucking DO THAT, CERTAINLY. (WAH KA TIK SI TAM POH NO GO).

7 eleven beer got offer. Woohoo. Certainly a savior, a stress reliever, a relaxer, a sleeping pill- use in moderation.

Peng, scrambler... On me. next 2 months. Thanks.