SHAG; let's all be maggots.

I think its time I should give up?

I've been in a fucking dilemma for damn fucking long. And talks of neverending. Whatever decision I will have to make, it still seems damn fucking wrong. I try to live in deception. But let's be more realistic. I can't possibly power myself on booze and adrenaline forever. I'll be just a fucking coward trying to escape for as long as I can.


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I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed